Thursday is for Layabouts

Thursday is for Layabouts

And so I took the day off as best as I could. Slipping myself down beneath the floor I felt incomplete. The slightest change in the day to day can reduce me to a weeping puddle within moments and wind out on the negative end of dissociation. Even days of planned laziness can turn vile as my need to fill the void with anything available claws for all within reach. If I wasn't doing everything in my power to create something new every day I would be driving drunk to feel alive, and thus on cloudy days with no work to be done and having abstained from drink for nearly half a decade I have nothing to sate my ravenous needs. All is not constant loss and loneliness when I lose the thread, for now I can look to tomorrow and the rising of a new day to start my routine over again, and get it right this time.

 

And so I took the day off as best as I could. I'll handle the morning when it gets here.

 

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